When the Spirit Starves

There was a time I was severely hypoglycemic, and the pattern went like this. I would think, I’m hungry. Then that “I’m hungry” would get repetitive, more insistent, screaming so loud that it was all I could hear, until it…

There was a time I was severely hypoglycemic, and the pattern went like this. I would think, I’m hungry. Then that “I’m hungry” would get repetitive, more insistent, screaming so loud that it was all I could hear, until it…

Hello beautiful beings, It has been a long while. I’ve been working at a different loom. For two years, most of my threads have run into the Longmont house I’ve been renovating into a retreat. Soul Medicine Sanctuary is becoming…

There was an announcement today. A publicized execution. And all that it means for this country and its people. Then I did it again. Watched too many Facebook reels, followed the rabbit hole into the fear too big for heart…

After almost two years of silence, I am back, at the pace the earth allows. On living with hEDS and POTS, the part that cries betrayal, and learning to lie down.

We all know what it is like to be in an environment we do not want to be in. A job that feels unaligned. A relationship that has been off for longer than we have admitted. A house we cannot…

I pick up the bow and arrow
again.
I aim
…

The dusk does not apologize
for the light it swallows whole,
nor does the seed mourn
…

Last night I dreamed of rooms—
none of them mine.
Woke up in the static hum
…

It seems I am forever
in the in-between spaces,
traveling back and forth
…

I once heard a friend loosely quote William Burroughs: “If, after spending an hour with someone, you feel like you’ve lost a pint of blood, they are a succubus. Run.” Make no mistake, this president-elect is that. Like all narcissists,…

I am generally the kind of woman that takes action. “Think it, plan it, do it,” is how I operate once I decide on a course of action. But in this political climate, I’ve experienced a kind of indecisiveness I…

It has been less than a week since we discovered how truly off course this country is. And life is continuing. The world has not ended. Darkness and light continue their sworded dance. In spite of fears and a panicked…