After Two Years of Dating in My Mid-Forties

After two years of dating,
I am weary of half-ways and fizzles
and men who have had the primal trained right out of them,
…

After two years of dating,
I am weary of half-ways and fizzles
and men who have had the primal trained right out of them,
…

I dive
When passion touches heart and skin
I dive
…

We were 96%, according to the Cupid.
We mixed our traditional and our liberalism
on our inked-up arms
…

I have been telling you “I love you” in my head
for a good long week now.
It is too early,
…

From now on,
I’m not gonna give away nothing.
No more confessions,
…

It was easy, then, when you were only 2-D,
to keep you safe in your container.
No tools required to maintain equilibrium —
…

Desire,
vulva, plump and pink,
throbbing beneath my clothes
…

like snow in the desert
or
somber joy
…

I tell you
I love the two creases where your arm meets your shoulder,
the sharp angle of your hipbone,
…

In an eight-hour drive
or a one-hour flight
You could be herein my arms
…

How utterly unmistakable
your rejection
was.
…

Father,
I never spoke the words
But I wanted to tell you
…